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Subject:Long time no post...
Time:01:25 pm
Current Mood:boredbored
... this probably doesn't mean I'll be on here more frequently. However, an update for those of you who haven't found me on facebook yet!

I have a boyfriend! That's right... Like a very serious boyfriend.

There's your update.
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Current Music:"Have You Got It in You" Imogen Heap
Current Location:Mum's
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Time:10:41 am
I now have Twitter on my gmail email address. For those of you that also have Twitter. I haven't been able to find most of my friends, but *shrugs*

I've been listening to Imogen Heap lately. My little brother got me into her.

My mp3 player, Mur'saly, died a horrible death maybe a week or so ago. So I got a replacement because I had a two year repair or replace plan from Best Buy on her. Now I own Gorm Gealach and I feel like such a sell out. Gorm Gealach is an iPod Nano. I've finally caved in and gotten an iPod. sigh.

Must go attack my cat with a brush. I need oven-mits, a towel, another set of hands, and her brush. Sadly, as I can't grow another set of hands, I'm going to need the first two items all the more. Time to add to my "from the cat" scars.
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Current Music:Tom Felton, yes he sings, rather well actually
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Time:10:23 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
So apparently, this is what happens when I get bored...

[url=http://tektek.org/avatar/30075751][img]http://public4.tektek.org/img/av/0908/d13/2122/dd97403.png[/img][/url]

The title is 'MoonWolf Post-Change'.

For those of you that don't know, MoonWolf is me. I'm Wiccan and MoonWolf is my name. Post-Change refers to a book series by S.M.Stirling. I'm not sure what the name of the series is, however, the first book is 'Dies The Fire'.

Wonderful book, superbly written, amazing storyline/plot, incredible character development, and frightening accuracy to what would actually happen to people should 'the lights', as it were, suddenly go out for good. In other words, all of our 'toys' are taken away and the world is plunged back into the Dark Ages. It is fabulous.

Read the book and you'll get the avatar.

And for those who might be curious, I made this using the Gaia Dream Avatar generator at www.tektek.org/dream. Lots of fun and great for when your bored but don't feel like doing something intellectual.
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Current Music:'Stranger Than Kindness' Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds
Current Location:Purgatory and Perdition
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Subject:How do I make them stop?
Time:11:38 pm
Current Mood:annoyedannoyed
So obviously, I don't post here often...

In the just over 3 years I've worked in the food-service (read: restaurant) industry, I've been hit on by a LOT of my male (and a few female) co-workers. The vast majority of these co-workers are Brazilian males.

However! I'm not entirely sure that I've ever had as many different individual co-workers hitting on me all in one night as I did tonight! (And don't even get me started on the arse-hole guests who were hitting on me!)

I keep telling them, "I don't date guys I work with." Either they don't understand what I'm saying (I'm not convinced any of the kitchen guys even know my name, and they are the most persistent about getting me on a date with them) OR they view the entire thing as a big challenge.

How do I tell them to "fuck off and die, I'm not going to date you" without pissing them off? Because I do have to eat at work sometimes. I keep putting them off and hoping they'll take the hint. Hell, I don't even know most of their names!

And another thing! Why is it that I only get hit on at work? I look like shit when I'm at work! Today, my hair started nice and neat, half-up. Then I pulled all of it up into a messy pony-tail. Then I got a headache and put it into a nasty, sweaty bun. (because I was nasty and sweaty by that point, it gets so disgusting in there.) How is it that I even look remotely attractive like that? Because it wasn't just the kitchen guys, who've seen me nice and pretty, hitting on me at that point. It was the guests too!

I'm tired, grumpy, starving, snappy, nasty, and all sorts of other not-attractive things. And you want to ask me out on a date. After work. Tonight! What the f**k! Seriously!

I'm sorry, but this irritates me. I mean, I'm really not very interested. And to top it off, I don't even know his name! Why are you asking me out on a date when I have NEVER once called you by name... because I don't know it!

I'm going to go work on my story now, lest I continue this rant. *grumble, grumble*
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Current Music:"Rocket Collecting" from the Underworld Soundtrack
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Time:05:20 pm
Brandy is a wonderful drink. It doesn't stop the tears, but it does make the pain go away. It makes all the pain go away. And even though the tears still come, I can remember without the pain.

I remember when my dad and I brought Missy home. She was just a little puppy. About the size of my cat, Loki, with an over-large head and over-large paws. Just a clumsy little ten week old puppy. An adorable little fuzz-ball who wheedled into all of our hearts with her big brown eyes and playful little growls and sweet, trusting expressions. When Dad and I brought her home, she climbed up onto the back of my dad's truck's bench seat. She would drape herself across the seat-back behind my head and look out the window and then she would move over to dad's side, then back again. She was so prime and proper as a puppy. Very much the pure-breed show dog that she was. Because she was. Missy was a papered, show-breed dog. Her papered name was "Sasquatawa(sp?) Creek".

To quote Saetan... Brandy is "Such a delightful drink. Like pouring water on a blazing metal fire. Or was it like pouring oil? No matter."

At least it makes the pain go away.
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Current Music:"Endlessly" by Muse
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Time:03:07 pm
My dog, Missy, was very, very sick. She had stopped eating, almost stopped drinking. She couldn't walk. I had to carry her outside so she could go pee and then carry her back inside. It doesn't make it any easier. Knowing that we were putting her out of her misery doesn't make it any easier.

An hour ago, I held her in my arms as her heart stopped beating. An hour ago, I saw my dog for the last time and tears blinded my eyes. An hour ago, I felt her last breath sigh against my arm as I cried into her fur and all I could do was hold her and whisper, "I love you". An hour ago, I felt her spirit leave her body. An hour ago, I took her collar off and walk out of the vet's office, tear blinded.

Lupin is right. Chocolate helps. It dulls the pain of the sorrow, but it doesn't stop the tears.

It's still hard to believe she's really gone. I can still feel her.




I don't want to talk right now. Please don't call me today. I'm not sure I can take anymore well-intentioned sympathy today. Maybe tomorrow, but not today. Not today.
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Current Music:Pandora.com
Current Location:home
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Time:05:31 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
HAPPY ZOMBIE GOD DAY!



even though I don't celebrate it. Enjoy.
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Time:04:09 pm
Can I disappear and live in seclusion in the wilderness? Will this be alright with everyone? Because I'm living in the wrong century and being a crazy, "wolf-raised", hermit, wild woman out in the mountains sounds utterly fabulous to me. Really, it does.
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Current Music:Daemon Sadi playlist I made
Current Location:mum's
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Time:12:47 pm
Current Mood:exhaustedexhausted
Thus far everything is going alright. I've got my old job at the Longhorn up here back and I'm looking into a second job right now.

I'm also looking into possibly learning how to shoe horses properly. I could do that for a living and be quite happy doing it.

Not much else to say... Missy is doing alright as long as she gets taken on long walks frequently. Sadly with how wet and half-frozen everything is here I'm not sure I can take her out on a much needed walkie today... I need a treadmill for my dog...

And I haven't been sleeping well. Not at all. Then again, I haven't been sleeping well for the past month or so. I have yet to figure out why this is.
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Time:05:09 pm
Current Mood:tiredtired
Just an update. I'm moving back to my mum's. Some of you will be happy to hear this I'm sure as it means we'll get to hang out more.

If you want the explanation of why, call me. I'm too tired to type it all out.
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